toomanypancakes

Viewing my online presence makes it perfectly clear what my convictions are. They didn’t say “he didn’t submit paperwork disavowing genocide when the performance was scheduled”, they said his views on the genocide were unclear. If he does strongly disavow the Israeli government’s genocide, now is a time to speak up.

I’m not sure what you’re trying to drive at tbh, but I don’t think i care anymore.

At least once, and you must not be paying close attention then. Trumps fascism is regularly denounced, denigrated, and mocked all over here.

As a us citizen, yes.

What would a person personally get from procreating?

A child?

I think the future is bleak and procreation at this point is selfish. I’m not one to prescribe what other people can do, but even if I still could I would never have a child.

We’ve been married eleven years, but together for about twenty three. He’s still putting up with me, it’s wild!

Alarms, calls, emails, messages, discord direct messages, my habit tracker, and my mood tracker. The latter two are just once a day though, not too bad.

The clock ticks on. Though, the promised hour never comes.

For me at least, there’s a pretty significant difference between being in a body i find revolting versus one I don’t. I wanted to live my life as someone I could tolerate, who didn’t make me feel disgusting.

I’m not underselling it, dysphoria is repulsive. I felt like a freak, I felt wrong. I just did whatever I had to do to fix that. Validation wasn’t something I sought as much, it’s certainly nice to be recognized but I transitioned for me first and foremost.

I will say my experience with ketamine and ect were both more distinctly positive than this. ect didn’t last as long, but both made it easier to weather the day and take care if my obligations. Nothing was curative, I still have problems with anhedonia, but they did both help. ECT didn’t help until they were doing it bilaterally with a high level of stimulus for me though. If you aren’t at that level yet, I’d recommend trying a bit longer.

I’ve lived with depression for most of my life, but in the past year or so I finally feel like I’ve started to get a handle on it with treatment. It’s been like the weight I’m dragging just lightened up some. What would break me down before I can weather a bit better now, and it’s not as taxing to just do the basic parts of living. It took trialling a variety of meds, magnets to the head, shocks in the head, and ketamine for me to get to my current stable level, but most people don’t need nearly that much.

I’d say if by the time you’re asked you’re still feeling depressed and you can’t tell if it’s better, its probably not better enough to warrant continuing at the current dose. But! I’m not a doctor, so grain of salt.

I would bask in the sun and be threateningly invisibly adorable

That’s completely fair, I was thinking more of the day in day out torture when I wrote that. My bad.

I disagree, but i would be happier with better conditions. I still think murder is wrong, and I oppose it, but if you remove the torture aspect I admit you’re doing dramatically less harm.

Animals don’t share our sense of morality and it would be ridiculous to expect them to.

We also don’t typically arrest other species.

Killing animals to eat their flesh. Murder is fucked up, human or not.

Unfortunately, facts have a left leaning bias.

Definitely not just you. There’s a lot of existential dread.

Been trying to figure that out for decades, but I have found that music, weed, and cuddles does wonders

I think it’s mostly that I use “good morning” as a greeting regardless of time of day