Of course a bigger phone fits more stuff. I dont really care about that very much though. But seems Im not the typical target customer.

Big phones. Why wont they produce anything that fits in one hand anymore?

Its important to note that maturity doesnt automatically come with the brain fully developing. The brain being developed is a requirement for maturity though.

Of course, but only because he wasnt invited.

Noone can tell if youre a bad person based on this. But youre definitely not the same person as back then. To the better or worse, who knows. Its in the past, you cant change it, but you can make sure that you wont be doing stuff like that (or adult equivalents) in the future. Dont bury the memories, keep them as a reminder but also dont beat yourself up over it too much.